Dreams, Illusions, Bubbles, Shadows

24 March 2006

wind

It's getting cold with gusty winds sweeping through the windows. The peach curtains ballooned like the bloated bulge of a hungry oaf. The same wind that freezed my knuckles whirled 1000 kilometres away to perhaps this place:

Lovely sight yea? Much as I tried, I've never figured out how to fly a kite. I flew my kite indoors under a mighty fan spinning at full speed. My kite jolted at the charged up velocity of the man-made fan and wandered around the living room. Peeking behind the shelves, playing boo with the mirrors, lingering at the french door overlooking the garden. The little kite swayed to the rhythmic whispers of the rustling leaves. It didn't belong in here with the artificial wind and dead furniture but out there.

Like a captured wild falcon, the kite lost its energy and laid in a crumpled heap on the floor. I put the kite away and did not play with it again.

I've loved the motion and energy in the body of a kite as it soars. Had I set it free, it would have danced with the wind and flown high and far.


22 March 2006

What the eyes don't see, the heart does grieve over.

The further off they are, the closer to the heart are all those feelings that we try to repress and forget. If we're in exile, we want to store away every tiny memory of our roots. If we're far from the person we love, everyone we pass in the street reminds us of them. We don't want to forget who we are - nor can we.


10 March 2006

i'm going to stop for a while and mull things over.


05 March 2006

i've an insane craving...to shave my eyebrows bald.

我不聪明所以比别人努力。
至于努力是否相等于成功,那是未知数。
也许一切是徒劳无功,也许会满载而归。
成功是天时地利的造就。
我也只不过是个凡夫。