Taking a break from this Self
I'm in a adulthood crisis, juggling multiple personalities and staring into the air, questioning the reason for my existence, evaluating my merits & demerits, trying to reach out to my future...
I'm quieter, more mellowed now. I don't know what to say and socialising is too demanding & tiring. As a friend puts aptly, msn chatting is socialising as well. Perhaps that explains why I prefer to stay away from the online buzz.
I look forward to family dinners because I'm away from home 5 days a week. I like to spend the weekend lounging at home because on Sunday, I'd be off again.
I'm reading Buddhist teachings and visiting temples because of the search for inner peace.
I'm a machine of chaos. Do I engineer chaos from within or absorb chaos from external? That is my question for my Self.
posted by Michelle at
2:27 AM
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